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Posted on 2010.08.12 at 13:53
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
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  So i had the best doctors visit ever yesterday.  The rest of the day was alright, but the doctor actually noticed that i had lost weight and the whole reason i had made the appointment with him was to get on some meds, for ADD so I could actually go back to school and not drop out.  When i went to school the only time i actually was doing fairly well was when i was going for elementary education.  I still want to do that.  I always have wanted to be a teacher, every time i drive by a school i think i want to be there!  So i think if i get on some meds that could help me focus I would do MUCH better and not feel so overwhelmed and feel like i can't be there.  Omg when i told the doctor all that he was like freaking out saying how fantastic i look and he is so glad i feel so great and that i'm trying to better myself.  Which that just made me want to do this a million times more!!  I can't wait to get back into school.  I just want to make sure it doesn't cost me an arm and a leg to go back!  I need to find some kind of financial aid!  

Sarah this is for you!!!

Posted on 2010.08.05 at 22:48
i guess you need to click on it to see the whole thing.

I'm totally stealing this from you Sarah!

Posted on 2010.07.12 at 13:40
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Are your parents married or divorced?
Married for 23 years....wow! 

Six random facts about you?
1.) hmm random facts......i'm bored at work about 90% of the time.
2.) I get to help my friend photograph weddings....which is super fun
3.) I've decided to have a "candy bar" at my wedding which i was kinda against at first bc i thought it would be way too expensive.  But it was awesome at the last wedding i went to.....they had the most random vases holding the candy, i thought it was the cutest thing in the world.
4.) I like tinkerbell.
5.) I love pretty much all disney movies more than any other kind of movie!
6.) Well.....i'm usually very good at random but i can't think of anything right now.  (i'm going to count that as one)
Have you ever come close to dying?
Only once....i was swimming at my best friend's house when i was about 2nd grade i guess.  and didn't know how to swim very well, so i fell into the deep side of the pool and one of the other girls had to jump in and save me. 

What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
my engagement ring and a ring my mom gave me for my birthday.

Would you ever have plastic surgery?
no,  if anything is wrong you have to learn to accept it.

If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Italy,  my mom's side of the family is from there.

City, beach or country?
hmmmm.....i like the city alot!  i'm officially sick of the country.

Are you happy?
Yes indeed.

Anyone annoying you?
Occaisionally Mike and my mother

What's your favorite song at the moment?
I feel silly but i've given into the hype of California Girls by Katy Perry

Have you ever been in love?
Thought so several times.....hopefuly this is the real thing.

Are you scared to fall in love?
No, i'm there now

Do you drive a stick?
No but i like to.....it's fun!

Where do you wish you were?
In Texas....like always

Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
No, but my fiance' is an ambulance driver

Do you overthink things?

Can you sing?
I think i can.

Person on your mind?
yea, always

What's making you mad?
People that complain alot......and other poeple that just get on my nerves!

Where is the next place you will travel to?
No specific plans at the moment.

What do you do when you need to relax?
either read some articles or write in a journal

Do you trust all of your friends?
now i do....i've gotten rid of some of the ones i couldn't.

Could you ever be friends with the person who hurt you most in life?
Yes cuz even though he hurt me i'm one of the ONLY people in the world that he can trust.....even his mother has left him to fend for himself.

Do you help random people or mind your own business?
i help whenever i can....whoever i can

Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy?
of course

Do you go to the doctor every time you get sick?
I try not to bc it becomes quite expensive

Do you like to cuddle?
yes.  I don't thnk anyone doesn't like it.

Name the last 3 people who made you smile?
 Mike, um Mike and .....Mike(i don't get out much)

Honestly, do you work for your own money or do your parents give you it when you ask?
Honestly I work for everything i buy.

Have you ever lost a friendship over some petty shit?
i don't think so....usually things get worked out.

What were you doing at 4am?
sleeping soundly

Have you ever bought something from Hollister?
No and i won't be anytime soon

The shirt you're wearing, does anyone else have it?
yes....it is a work uniform shirt....i'm sure several other bank tellers are wearing it.

What are you thinking about right now?
hmmmm, i'm thinking about how my favorite show is on tonight!

You see someone running around naked in the street. Your reaction?
um.....first thought....."oh god, is that Mike again?"  hehehe just kidding

How late did you stay up last night? And why?
I fell asleep fairly early,  like 10:30

Have you ever fell asleep in someone's arms?

Do you think you'll have a Valentine this year?
SARAH is going to be Mine!!! 

When was the last time you were sick?
i don't know about a month ago

Anyone's birthday coming up?
hmmm mike's august 19th

Think of your first real best friend, are they still there for you?
no not really she moved when we were in the 3rd grade, but recently i found her on the facebook, and we have talked a couple times

Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
I've had lots of them.

What was the last thing you burnt yourself on?
my straightner

Have you hugged anybody today?
nope, but last night i did.

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
Oh god no!  I'm always super hot which is a terrible thing at work, bc everyone else is always freezing!  it sucks!

Do you have more guy friends or girls?
hmm.  it's pretty equal now

What did you last drink?

Who was the last person you were with (besides family)?
Mike(big surprise right?)

Have you ever kissed someone that had a tattoo?
pretty much everyday.  Mike has three, but they are all pretty well hidden....thankfully.

What was the highlight of your night?
watching despicable me....the minions were awesome!

Who called you last?

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, or sweats?
Dress Pants

If you were about to die, who'd you use your last breath on to say something?
probably whoever was closest.  :-)

Who last kissed you on the cheek?

Have you ever been to Mexico?

How much longer until your birthday?
11 months

Will next Friday be a good one?

At what age do you want to have your first child?
Whenever it happens

Have you ever hugged someone for over a minute?
oh yea, hugs are the best!

Do you like when people play with your hair?
yes definetly!

Is there someone that can make you smile no matter what?
um...yea i'm sure there is someone

Would you ever live with any of your best friends?
Yes i think that would be super fun!

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
lol um working, but using that term very loosely.

What did you eat for lunch today?
chili yum

Are you honestly happy with your life?

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
last night while watching the movie

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?

How's your most recent ex?
um not too well,  but i'm done helping.

Do you think anyone likes you?
i sure hope so

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
bc they felt like it.  I think they just liked the name Kelly but my middle name is the same as my grandma's, Ann

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
got drunk at Mike's house

How did your night go last night?
very good

How often do you see your best friend?
Both of my best friend's live in Texas and i saw both of them last time iwas down there in april

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
hmmm.  coloring.

The Spark

Posted on 2010.07.08 at 11:34
Current Location: United States, Indiana, Chesterton
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: Work Music
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Ok i'm starting to try one of the things in the book i'm reading, "The Spark", It goes along the with the website that i've been talking about.  But one thing that they promote is "streaks".  They say that when you are on a streak it helps keep you motivated to continue even if you are not wanting to for a particular reason.  So excuses aren't going to work if you break your streak.....you just have to start it over and hope that the next time you have a longer streak!  Right now i'm going to do it with excercising.  Right now i've been trying to work out every couple days at least three times a week.  But now with the streak.....i'm going to try and work out every weekday before work for at least ten minutes.  I'm just going to keep trying new things until I find one that i can stick to. 

Need to be more accountable.

Posted on 2010.06.23 at 11:27
Current Mood: determineddetermined
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As I said in my last post I've been looking into the website; www.sparkpeople.com  Even though it is blocked I'm still trying to use the resources I can while at home.  But I have decided that I need to boost the program up a notch and make myself more accountable.   The more people that know about what i'm trying to do the more likely i am to actually follow thru.  My ultimate goal is to lose 40 lbs more.  Right now i've already lost a little over 20lbs. So i'm off too a good start but I keep  getting to where i am now and then start rewarding myself to where i lose track of where i need to go from here.  
   One thing I've been doing pretty regularly is either walking to work,  or doing the Nordatrak before or after work.  But I've been reading on top of that kind of exercising you should also do some sort of strength training.  My dad has won SEVERAL trophies from lifting weights,  and if as a girl you lift light weights you will mostly tone versus bulking up.  So I'm going to have my dad set me up a work out plan that i can stick to and hopefully do before work  when i have time.  After I work this schedule out with him i'm going to post it on here and hopefully keep this updated on how well i'm sticking to it.
   Also a girl i work with occasionally, is on a volleyball team and I was thinking of joining one too.  That would be a good thing to get involved with right now since i don't have kids yet and i have a pretty flexible schedule.  It's been so long since i've played,  i would love to get back on a team again!

Thinking about my wedding.

Posted on 2010.06.22 at 16:44

  I'm here at work wishing i could look up things for my wedding.  I really wish i could move it up to a sooner date.  maybe that would keep me on my diet a little better than i have been.  I'm so looking forward to it, but i don't want to look into it too much bc it will just make me sad that it is taking FOREVER to get here.  I hate that everything i used to look at while i was here before has been blocked.  It is really annoying because just recently i learned of a website that is very similar to weight watchers , but you don't have to pay for it.  How great is that????   If you have time check it out;  
www.sparkpeople.com    It is kind of helping me stay on track for my diet.  

   So right now,  i'm just sitting here.  Waiting for the day to end.  Me and my brother might be going to the fireworks store after work.  That should be interesting.  I'm not really looking forward to that either.  I am however excited to see Mike "sometime" this week.....i'm not sure when yet.  But probably tomorrow.  That would be GREAT. Then on Thursday i'm going to see one of my friends who just had a baby.  I'm super excited for that too. I haven't seen her in a couple weeks.

     Goodness Gracious i wish i could get on that website right now.  It is so motivating!!!  GAH!  lol  i don't have ANYTHING to do right now.  I don't want  to start a new project because we are doing breaks right now and then lunches after that.  And anyways it's Tuesday so i'll be super busy all day anyways.

Trip to Texas with Mike!

Posted on 2010.05.02 at 20:15
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me and mike...awww

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